Tentative KDVS Fundraiser t-shirt design. Crystal Radio patent diagram. Made by me.

There's My Exciting Mustache

Stills from Wong Kar-Wai's In the Mood for Love

Post-Modern Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

I reckon that last (or first) post was the hard part.  I have now succumbed to the accessibility, and accompanying alienation, of using the internet for things which I have always felt were sacred to the physical, tangible, and the non-cognitively unmappable.  The only major failing of that particular form (that I can see) is that no one would ever see it, save for me of course.  If I could, in fact, write in a journal and have it somehow broadcast globally with feedback from those interested enough to respond to me, I would probably be on major drugs -- or in need of major drugs. In any case, it's all over now.  I'm a whore.  

Here is a photo of TV Dinner: 

I suppose time and again I may post photos or drawings I have produced.  This is because those are the things of which my life consists and that I feel the needy-urge to share.  With someone like you, Possibly-No-One.

I made this "blog" two months ago because I was desperate to find a method of permanence for various things in my life which are often lost to either the failings of my own memory or unadulterated laziness.  As predicted, I didn't even attempt to keep up with this venture.  However, as I see it now, this is the only mode of self-documentation that is appropriate for this present era to which I regretfully belong.  Just as well, my physical written journal, to which I contribute without any semblance of regularity, is composed of randomly themed entries -- their only commonality being that they were created during some spontaneous manic state of hyper-productivity.  It is saddening to think that I have only had these bouts an embarrassingly low amount of times since I started the journal -- around two years ago, I'd say, roughly.  In any case, I hereby make this particular attempt at tangibility ("I just wanna feel something REAL") right now. Hopefully someone will find this interesting or entertaining at least. And if not interesting or entertaining, then very very vague.

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